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  “With what money?” Reese asked.

  “The money I have left from the LA house.”

  “That won’t carry you very far, not when you’ll be using it for the repairs as well as your monthly overhead.”

  “Without a mortgage or rent, I should be able to manage a basic renovation and survive for a year, if I’m careful.”

  “And what will you do once the renovation is complete?”

  “I don’t know, Reese. Worst case, I’ll have to sell and move on, figure out what comes next for me. Best case, I’ll be able to get a loan against the property, give you your share and rebuild my life in Silver Springs.”

  He cursed.

  “What? You don’t like the idea?”

  “I don’t like what you’re having to deal with. It’s not fair. First, we lose Mom, Dad and Rand—and then, as if that wasn’t tragic enough, Gordon starts raping women? How does all of that even happen to one person?”

  She didn’t answer his question. Her mind had shot off on a tangent. “Maybe that was why I missed it.”

  “Missed what?” he said, sounding confused.

  “What Gordon was doing. I was so torn up I wasn’t paying as much attention to him as I should have been. I was barely holding myself together, trying to get through it.”

  “But he only raped one woman last summer. The other two he attacked six months ago—almost back-to-back. Why the big gap if it was your bereavement over Mom, Dad and Rand that set him off?”

  “There might not be a gap. The police believe he victimized other women. They’re looking at unsolved cases that might be similar in the cities and towns near the mines where he worked.”

  “Shit…”

  “You’re missing the point. I’m saying my grief—the fact that I was wrapped up in my own problems—is what might’ve started him down that road.”

  “I understand, but that’s hardly an excuse. My God, you were mourning the loss of more than half your family. He should’ve been trying to support you for a change.”

  She took a sip of wine. Gordon had never been particularly supportive, not in an emotional sense. He’d worked and contributed his paycheck to the upkeep of the family, same as she did, but he wasn’t all that engaged. He’d been gone too much and tired and remote when he was home.

  Still, she’d thought they had a decent marriage, one that she could make work. Her parents had been together for thirty-two years when they were killed. She’d wanted that kind of life—one devoted to her family—and had been determined to stick it out for the long haul, even if Gordon wasn’t perfect. “You’re right. I don’t know what started it. I just keep guessing.”

  “There’s something wrong with him. That’s what started it.”

  She leaned against the headboard and covered her feet with a blanket. “I wish I could go back to using Dad’s last name.”

  “Why can’t you?”

  “Because then I’ll be a Pearce and my kids will be Grays.”

  “So change theirs, too.”

  “I will eventually. But not now. I can’t deal with that on top of everything else.”

  “No one in California will tie you to the rapist in Nephi, Utah, anyway.”

  “Thank God I won’t have everyone staring at me when I go to a gas station or a store.” She heard a woman talking to him in the background. “I’ll let you go. Have a nice night.”

  “Savanna?”

  She pulled the phone back to her ear. “Yeah?”

  “Call me when you’re ready to move. I’ll come help you pack and drive the van.”

  He was in graduate school at the University of Oregon in Eugene, which wasn’t close. And it was the third week in April, so he had finals coming up. She didn’t plan to wait until he could help. “There’s no need, little brother. I got it.”

  Taking a deep breath, she hung up, finished her wine and somehow resisted the urge to pour another glass. She had to be careful, couldn’t allow herself to fall into a bottle. Gordon’s mother had been an abusive alcoholic—it was why his father had left them so long ago. Savanna would never forget some of the upsetting stories he’d told her—of coming home to find his mother passed out on the couch, soaked in her own urine; of his mother nearly dying of smoke inhalation after falling asleep with a lit cigarette; of his mother screaming and cursing and throwing objects at him when he was a small boy. Maybe Dorothy was the reason he’d turned out so bad. The detective investigating his case had said that rape was more about power and control—and venting anger—than sexual gratification. But it wasn’t as if Gordon’s victims had resembled his mother in any way. And he’d grown close to Dorothy in recent years. They seemed to adore each other…

  There were no easy answers, she decided, and got up to start packing. Part of her felt she should stay until the end of the school year. Although it went longer than Reese’s semester in college, it was still only six weeks away. But now that she’d made the decision to move, she couldn’t wait even that long.

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  Just Like the Ones We Used to Know

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  First published in the anthology ONCE UPON A CHRISTMAS by Harlequin SuperRomance in 2006

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